Chapter 3
Story: The Rehearsal Dinner Went Quiet When She Mentioned the Second Page
The rest of the dinner did not end. It simply stopped, the way a song stops when someone cuts the power, and the guests sat at the long farm tables with the wine going warm in their glasses and the candles burning down to nothing. No one ate the cake. No one asked for coffee. The caterer stood by the side door and watched, and the bride — the bride who was supposed to be the center of the night — sat at the head table with her hands flat on the linen and did not look at her grandmother.
Adaeze sat back down in her chair, two seats down from the head table, and she did not look at anyone. She looked at her hands, at the thin gold band on her right hand, the one she had never taken off, the one she had worn through the divorce and the years of night shifts and the morning she signed the loan agreement in a lawyer's office with the fluorescent lights humming overhead.
The room was murmuring now, the low hum of people who were trying to figure out what to do with what they had just heard. Someone at the far table stood up and said something to his wife, and his wife shook her head, and they sat back down, trapped by the social weight of a wedding weekend that had not yet officially ended.
Marcus came around the head table. He walked slowly, the way he had walked through the kitchen door the night he told her he was leaving, and he stood in front of her, his hands at his sides, his shaved head catching the string lights.
"Can we talk?" he said.
Adaeze looked up at him. She had known this man for twenty-six years. She had married him when she was twenty-three, had two children with him, had worked beside him and fought with him and forgiven him more times than she could count. She had also signed her name below his on a piece of paper that was now folded in her pocket, and she had spent a decade paying for a house she no longer lived in because he could not hold a job and his mother would not help and someone had to.
"About what?" she said, and her voice was level, the way it was when a patient was crashing and she had to keep her hands steady. "About the loan? About the house? About the fact that your mother just told the entire room that the money problems are behind us now, and I have the paper that says otherwise?"
Marcus's jaw tightened. "About what happens next."
"Monday," Adaeze said. "That's what happens next."
"Adaeze —"
"The township," she said, and she said it quietly, but loud enough that the nearest tables went quiet again. "That's what the rest of page two says, Marcus. You know that. You read it. You told me you read it."
He did not deny it. He stood there, his hands at his sides, his wedding band catching the light, the band he still wore on his left hand, the hand he had signed the loan with, and he said nothing.
Tessa came to stand beside him. She was shorter than him, slim and pale in the sage dress, and she put a hand on his arm, and she looked at Adaeze with an expression that was hard to read.
"I'm sorry," Tessa said. "For all of it."
Adaeze looked at her, at the bride, at the woman who was about to marry her son — no, her ex-son, the son she shared with Marcus, the son who was Marcus's but also hers, the son who was standing somewhere outside on the dock, probably, having seen the whole thing from the far end of the head table. No. Her son was not outside. Her son was at the table, sitting beside his father — no, sitting beside no one, because her son had left the table the moment she read the line, and she had not seen him go.
She looked for him now. She scanned the room — the near tables, the far tables, the side door where the caterer stood — and she did not find him.
"Where's Daniel?" she said.
Marcus looked around. Tessa looked around. The room looked around, the guests turning to each other with the slow confusion of people who had just realized that something else was missing.
"Daniel!" Geraldine's voice came from the head table, sharp and loud, the voice she used when she wanted something and did not care who heard. "Daniel, come back here! We're not done —"
The side door was open. The lake wind was coming in, smelling of water and late-summer grass, and the doorway was empty.
Adaeze stood up. She did not look at Geraldine. She looked at the open door, and then she looked at Marcus, and her voice was the voice she used with a patient who was coding, the voice that did not waste time.
"How long has he been gone?"
"I don't —" Marcus started.
"Then find him," she said, and she walked past him, past the head table, past Geraldine's frozen face and Tessa's flat one, and she went out the side door into the dark.
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